[sorry i just want to let this out... la ako makausap]



i guess im just tired
just running in a cycle of up and down

i guess im just tired
ive been struggling to be
noticed since i was a child

i guess im just tired
doing something i do not want

i guess im just tired
of trying to be accepted and loved

i guess im just tired
for wearing a mask in order to
be in the crowd

i guess im just tired

i guess...
--
its been shit in the past few month...
and now im telling that i am not happy with my life now
i guess that fate picks me up a lot
fate let me taste a pinch of heaven
in return a bundle of hell

i dont want to be envious with anyone but i guess its my personality
i envy rich people(well who's not?)they have the opportunity to have and do they want
i envy playboys well at least they are not afraid to losing something and sometimes they are the people more appreciated and loved by women rather than nice guys

and that makes me envious of the most are the people who know them selves...knows what they want and do what they want to do...


too bad i lost myself a long time ago... i guess its the curse of being a middle child... craving for attention going drastic just to be notices... just like me, i lost what i want just to be noticed and loved...


i guess im just tired in living my life...